Phantom Waters:
Northwest Legends or Rivers, Lakes, and Shores
by Jessica Amanda SalmonsonOut of the corner
of my eye, I perceived a man standing farther
down the dock, clad in a peacoat and captain's
cap, and as drenched as I was. I had been a
volunteer at a downtown shelter for a couple of
months earlier in the year, and had gotten to
know many of the city's homeless, but this man I
did not know. As he approached me, I braced
myself to be panhandled. The homeless are so
despised, so used to unfriendliness or
indifference, that I felt I would have to speak
to him though I was in no mood for it. I'd have
to explain in all honesty that my unemployment
insurance had run out and I had no idea where I
was going to get this month's rent. Unless my
luck changed soon, I was going to get this
month's rent. Unless my luck changed soon, I was
going to get this month's rent. Unless my luck
changed soon, I might end up sitting beside him
in the mission, awaiting a free meal.
But he
was not a panhandler. He spoke to me in a rough
but quiet voice, saying, "Don't worry about
the rain, my pretty doxy. There's always the sun
behind the clouds."
I was
unexpectedly moved by his odd sincerity, so much
so that I lifted my gaze from the water's
surface. I expected to see a grizzled,
grandfatherly face. To my surprise, he was
relatively young, his trimmed beard void of grey,
though he seemed old in his expressive eyes and
in his weather-worn features.
He
turned away from me and began walking toward the
far end of the pier. Wind and mist whipped around
him. He faded from view, as though he had stepped
into fog. Only-there was no fog, and I
stood with mouth foolishly agape, staring at the
space where the ghostly captain had vanished.
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